Well for those of you who comented on my blog Help? thank you :]
I've ended the friendship for the foreseeable future, things happened since that blog which just made the whole situation worse. Here's how it went:
So we're sitting at school its lunchtime, I'm being excluded from the conversation yet I can tell it's about me, just not using my name. I'm getting fucking sick to death of this, so when my other friend who I have the next class with comes over I leave with her to go the locker. I'm getting my books out of the locker and I see *Anne walking up behind me, we share a locker so I say "do you need to get some books?" she says "yes, goodbye?" and I say "yes, goodbye" we have a thing that goodbye is permanent so yehh. . .. she then calls me a fucking bitch so resisiting the urge to punch her I leave :] 
The next two classes are rather hellish ecspecially seeing as the last class has her in it... but things will get better as they go...

<3

So I do ballet and for the past month or so we have been rehearsing for a performance. I've been really looking forward to this performance... but unfortunately
I've been having verucas on my foot treated (gross yes) and on Wednesday night this amazingly huge disgusting blood blister came up on the underside on my foot, it's kinda near my second and third toes. Hmm have you ever been in soo much pain that it makes you feel like throwing up??
This lovely blister means that I cant walk! Let alone dance! 
So I go to the dress rehearsal on Thursday night... hoping it will go away my Ballet teachers etc all say I should go to a doctor. I didn't dance on Thursday night they all told me to go sit down.
Friday morning Mum rings up the doctor and he says that he can't do anything about it but prescribes me some anti-flam pills. I take these and head up to the performance.
The concert is due to start at 7pm, by about 6 I realise that there is absolutely no chance of me being able to dance. I then go out into the theatre to watch where I see my family and after telling them that I'm not dancing I'm quite upset by my sister saying "Oh so we came all this way for nothing". HMPH!!
I'm really quite upset by it all, and disappointed that both my family and friends came to watch yet I wasn't dancing, and also we have these costumes for a contemporary dance which were made out of these long triangles of materia, and I swear that I cut out about 100 triangles and I didn't even get to wear it! 

I really do love all the girls at ballet they're so nice! Everything you might have heard about ballet snobs etc is so untrue! 
As Millie said to me. "Everything happens for a reason, You know like if you'd gone out and danced tonight you probably would've fallen over and broke your leg, now it will be one of us that does that!!"
They're just the most caring girls ever :] 


Aaanyway back to the blister, this morning my dad popped (well attempted to pop it) but the skin on your feet is really tough so it doesn't work to well.. but there was blood everywhere! and it hurt! lots!! 
I still can't dance tonight, so I'm watching again, but we have a performance of the Nutcracker in November, so I'll be fine by then, but this concert would have been more fun. even if our costumes for Nutcracker are beautiful!!